Wert, are you 12 years old or you're just acting childish? Stop blaming others and take some responsibility in your life. Get real. There are and there always be people who doesn't like you or something that you did. So what? Get on your feet and move on. I hate you? Okay. And what if I do? Will this stop you from going to school or work? Will this disturb your sleep at night? Will you stop drinking water when you're thirsty? Stop whining about how someone feels about you. You can't get everyone to like you. The only person that have to like you is you! And I don't think you do.
As for everyone else's point of view Wert = Wert and unless you prove otherwise you will still be the same annoying brat you was a year ago. You can't tell use you're not him and continue acting the same way as he was. Pretty much everything has been done in this game from people who has played years. Things like falling through the bottom of this level, not going through the vortex. The same thing here. You need to play A LOT to reach the level of thinking the best players have and still you won't find anything new. Everything has been discovered so far. And if you're not the old Wert, you won't make any 'great discoveries' like his.
Believe it or not Ayame's purpose in life is not to serve you and your poinstless whining. When you contact her be sure to tell her that this is not your account you're playing from. See what she does afterwards ^.^
P.S. This is (probably) the last post I'm wasting on you. You're the first self-hater I've ever seen. Haters aim their hate to anything and everyone to get attention, to get someone to talk to them and drag them to their own hateful world. The best way to talk to one is not with logic and common sense, but to ignore him. Wert, your hate is self centered but it's still there. Stop being ungreatful the whole god damn time. You need to enjoy your life. So do it!