My father (who has actually been very abusive) has now ended up blocking almost every game there is, as well as other non-game sites, and also cut off my access to an internet community that cares about me a lot. This is kinda a bad place to say this, but I don't really have anywhere I can say this, except for here, one of few places that isn't blocked.
Oh yeah, and I failed a N64 run badly today too, with 54.8 being terrible, and no helpful items appearing at all. But even if I did get N64, it wouldn't be good enough. Not even if

appeared on RC.15 and allowed me to go to TTT. Not even if I got two coeff 6 evil liquors in one game.